July 11, 2007
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Crazy Nightmare!!!!
Last night I had a crazy dream, that I was trapped in the floor of the bus, it was tight, small, dark…I woke up in a panic, and thought that it was really happening, couldn’t breathe, feeling around for a way out…when I realized that I was only in my bunk…My heart continued beating out of my chest until I fell asleep again… Night terrors suck. I wonder what this indicates about the state of my subconscious…Since we have the day off today in Arizona, I decided to take some ‘me’ time to work out. I ran on the treadmill, rode on a stationary bike, and even pushed myself to do some yoga to wind down. I think it helped clear my mind. Since I’ve been on the tour for about 2 weeks now, I’m starting to feel a little homesick, a little overwhelmed with this new lifestyle, desperately in need of some ‘centering’. I have to say though, the other truth marketers have made this process much easier to digest. They are friends that I will never forget, we’ve become extremely close. Although there have been moments of conflict, at the end of the day, we’re all devoted to getting ourselves back on the same page. They make me laugh, they make me cry, they move me, they surprise me, they inspire me, they are an amazing group of people.
I can’t leave without mentioning how cool yesterday was. Tara, Jess, Justin, some of our friends from the Fuse network and I ventured around Santa Fe. We even met a woman who had moved there from Philadelphia. She overheard us talking about the Morning Glory cafe…small world. I took a lot of pictures, ate a superb egg white omelet (which Jess and I have been literally craving and talking about everyday…we’re dorks), took a public bus with some creepy people who kept telling us to stay together and be safe, and indulged in the yummy goods that Whole Foods had to offer. All in all, a fantastic day.
I have one complaint, and that is that I have apparently developed allergies for the first time. I have had to empty my face several times a day..haha, ew.
Going to check out the pool now.
Signing out, J-Love.
PEACE.
p.s. Dear George Bush, I caught some of your speech on CNN today…why? why? why?…
Comments (1)
might me climate changes, my sis n law has those…it takes time to adjust. Hope it gets better though. I think what your doing is great and worth the trip.